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Sleepless nights, remembering what they once were.
Remembering the boy who took her breath away the very first time she saw his picture.
She wastes half the night in sights and in tears, trying to figure out ways to get him back.
But she knows it's impossible...
He's long gone from her reach,
He doesn't love her anymore.
She's slowly dying inside,
But on the outside pretends to be happy,
In fear of losing him more.
Every song reminds her of him,
And every time she talks to him,
Her heart feels as it was stabbed a thousand times with a sharp knife.
He think she's happy...
She can't stop thinking about him.
Every second of her day revolves around him.
She keeps wondering if he's feeling the same way,
If he cant get her off his mind.
And most of all, what would he do, if she would die.
She tells herself she's crazy that he only cares for her in a friend way.
But the girl keeps hoping for more.
She keeps hoping he'll come back to her someday.
She just hopes that day was soon.
Because she doesn't know how long she can keep pretening, it's making her fall faster.
Every night she revises in her head,
All the words they both said.
Burst out into tears because she wants him back so badly.
But he's forgotten..her..and they're relationship.
He flirts with her as if nothing happened, and calls her baby like he hadn't broken her heart.
He lied to her,
Told her he loved her when he really didn't mean to anymore.
His excuse " I'm an idiot and you were happy"
She tells herself he's not worth it,
That she shouldn't love him, he lied.
But no matter what she does.
She stays in love with him,
He's all she cares about,
She'd take a bullet for him, she'd so anything for him.
Even though he let her down,
He lied and broke her heart.
She still thinks of him as amazing, the best, no one can compare to him.
Her friends thinks shes insane to love someone who hurt get so.
But shes never felt that way.
Her heart brakes every time she thinks of him.
But it is repaired with the hope that someday they'll be together again.
She won't let go </3